Sucks

Twice I get people all in on top pair vs middle pair
 and twice they catch to wipe me out.  I was patient, wating for
them to make the mistakle, then they make it and get saved..
so frustrating, not to mention the lost money.

Bugging me

Well I recovered some from my tilitfest where I lost nearly $200 in a session. 
Now I'm winning a little every day and not playing too much.
My Bugsys cashout has STILL NOT ARRIVED. I mean FUCK
FUCK SHIT I've waited nearly 2 weeks. Every day I check my acount, but NADA.
Anyway I emailed support and hopefully soon I'll be ok. I'm also trying to
get a neteller card so I can get my money out of Pokerstars... drip drip drip
progress is so painfully slow.
Current roll $394.. still down $50 after tilt day but things could be worse.

Heady Days

Well the new attitude has lead to an increase in results. Last 4 days have been 
$140, $97, $36, $97. I think as long as I keep it together I'm going to make enough
cash at Stars to start saving some cash. It's been a stressful time, but 
hopefully I'll get some nice runs on the board from here on out.
Current roll is $441. 

LUCK!!!!!!

I thought I'd write it down, I actually had some luck. Amazing. 
All in A9 vs Aq and I hit a straight . Then later in the same game all in
QQ vs AA and I rivered a Q.. who says I never get lucky..

Sorted

Well I've got it together at last. After a few days of losing money I finally analysed 
what was going wrong. I'd lose a match through bad beats or a poor play, start steaming, 
start the next match immediatelyand lose that. Then of course I was even more pissed 
and tilty and surprise surprise I was losing money.

Also when I woke up , I invariably won my first match. Hence the problem wasn't my unending run of bad luck (it had been bad) but my mental state.

After reflecion I decided on a madatory timeout of at least 30 mins after losing a game. Today 2nd game I get all in with QQ vs A8 and lose. I'm absolutely steaming but I take the 30 mins out, calm myself down, come back and win the next game, something that wouldnt have happened if I'd played straight away. It's difficult to do, but the results prove it's the right move.

Current roll $560 up about $135 for the day and happy!
 

Crappy Day

Lost money, was a very frustrating day. My head wan't quite right plus I had bad luck.
 Lost with QQ vs AK all in pre flop and KJ all in pre flop. Lost with QQ vs Jx when 
he flopped trips and i was too stupid to fold... basically lost lost lost.
Had crappy net and then virus software fucking up the comp.. was frustrating.

current roll is  $429 down $76

Casino Royale

I went and saw Casino Royale with Iin and Slam. It wasn't terrible. Won two and lost two 4 man tourneys today, so a profit of about $76. Yesterday just played and won 1 as I was tired.

Current roll $504.. rolling along

$50

Well I basically break even at the $50 level so I'm moving back down to the $20 level 
where competition is much easier.

Current roll is $394.. withdrew $250 to Neteller and sent Geoff $200. That puts him on minus $500.

Geoff's Debt

Storing these figures here in case of comp data loss

money geoffs paid

Graeme's money IDR 70,000,000.00 10% interest Sept 5,000,000

Geoff's Money IDR 130,000,000.00 Oct 5,000,000

Mum's Money IDR 143,000,000.00 10% interest

Paul's Money IDR 80,500,000.00 13% interest Dec 5,000,000









August

Paul's Money IDR 80,500,000.00 "79572083



" "and $50 poker money = 80032083.

"

Mum's Money IDR 143,000,000.00 "144191666.666667

"

Graeme's money IDR 70,000,000.00 60,583,333.33











September "

"

Paul's Money IDR 80,032,083.00 "80899097.2325

"

Mum's Money "144191666.666667

" 145,393,263.89

Graeme's money 60583333.33 56,088,194.44



i

October

Paul's Money "80899097.2325

" "81775504.1191854

"

Mum's Money 145393263.9 "146604874.412407

"

Graeme's money 56088194.44 "56555596.0603424

"
Geoff poker he is -500



 

Bye Bye Bugs

Well I've left Bugsys. Ordered my cashout and cleaned out my account. Basically the site was dying. There were precious few hu fish around. The choice was play the sharks, don't play, or move on. So I've gone to the dark side.. Poker Stars. So far I'm doing ok there. Roll is up from $250 to $800 in a week, but what scares me is that I can win or lose so much in a day. Today I went from $800 to $950 to $450 then back to $800.. that is scary. I'll have to put money in mum's neteller account and keep it safe.

Current roll $819 with a $50 bonus coming online tmw...

Horrible Horrible Luck

Had the worst run over the last few days.

JJ vs 99 all in pre flop I lose

AQ vs AT all in pre flop I lose

QQ vs AJ all in pre flop I lose

KK vs A3 all in pre flop I lose

2 pair vs flush draw all in, I lose

Just horrible horrible luck. It's pissing me off big time, no matter how calm I try and stay.

Awful Month

Well I've had a truly awful month. I guess really the strategy of concentrating on hu matches has backfired and I need to get back to the formula thats works.. playing tourneys with hu to pay for the entry and hopefully make a small profit on the side.
Geoff has also done poorly.. he's down $400. I've had a run of awful awful luck, but play has been only ok..

Roll is $3863... awful

Motivation

Haven't been in the mood to play lately. My play has been slipping but I've had some good luck to make up for it. Current roll is $3920... Would be more if Geoff slowed down. he's playing terribly...

reults so far

Well I've been plugging away at Bugsys doing the same old same old. Sent Geoff another $100, meaning he's in the hole for $300. I've been earning steadily this month, on a $60 average or so. Current roll is $3882. Last month I earned $2100 which isn't including my league bonus. A great month for me considering I had a week flying in Sumatra, but of course that result is boosted by my Bugsys 10k shootout score of $600.

I'm thinking about moving to Poker Stars. They have hu games 24/7. The starting chips are low so I'll need a slight adjustment of my strategy, but I'm sure I'll be a winning player. Also they have 4 man hu tourneys which look super cool. I can't wait to play them. They also have a $200 entry 1 million guaranteed tourney. I think I'll be signing up for sats to play that. Just waiting for mum to organize neteller, then the poker world is my oyster!!