Shot Myself In The Foot

I'm pissed at myself. If I'm trying to scrape a living out of this I REALLY have to do better. MUCH MUCH better.
I'm in the $25 tourney. 5 players left.
I have 90K
Ufoughthelaw 150k
30k
30k
50k

So I'm a lock for at least 4th, if not 3rd. All I have to do is wait 20 mins and a couple of guys will be out. But not me, I get busy.. tooling off my chips. Went out 5th for $80 when the very least should have been 4th for $120.. so fucking stupid of me. I just hope I can learn from my stupidity.

Tmw I should be off to Sby to upgrade comp and get my drivers license.

It really hurts to make these stupid errors

The next tourney I managed 3rd out of 65. The $2 rebuy. Cashed for $57.

Roll on $ 5130 which is basically the money I lost yesterday back. I could have taken the two days off and been in the same spot. thought cashing twice has got me some nice league points in the 10k skill league. I should be close to the top 20 now.