Plan B

Plan B = Back to Bugsys and l

FUCKING EVIL BEATS

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

The fucking beats.

Here's my favourite. Guy raises on T9
I have 98. Flop 884.  He bets.. I reraise.
Doesn't deter fuckwit. He calls. Turn is a J
Big bet and call from me. Of course the river is
the 7 and he catches me. FUCK.

The next one KQ vs 77. He raises pre flop.
Flop K23. He bets I raise. Turn 2. He bets big. I call.
River the magic 7.. He bets big.. I have no fucking idea what
he hasd but obviously dont pick 77. FUCK

ALL in AK vs AT. Flop TKx. Turn T. FUCK FUCK.

JJ vs 88. Low flop. I've raised preflop and make a big
bet. He calls. Turn 8. No overcards so I push in. FUCK
FUCK FUCK.

I can't believe how bad I'm running. Down $80. Lost
4 in a row and FUCKING FURIOUS!!!!!!!!!!

AA raise pre flop. Flop is J32.. All in he called on J3
FUCK FUCK FUCK Down $100

AA vs AK.. he 4 flushes me.. All in in the 2nd round
I win if he misses FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK

2 pair vs inside str draw all in he hits on the river
743 i have 73 he has 62.. all in on the flop
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
 

To Jump or Not?

Well I'm thinking about poker vs work a lot.  For the last month 
poker has been crap.. but I'm not convinced I can't make a go of it.
Furthermore the idea of work REALLY sux.

So I'm going to start applying for jobs and see what pops up.
If I do work I'll do 3 years and save as much as I can.
Then I'll come back to Bali and buy a house and return to
poker.

I guess I'm leaning towards work.. if I can find a really
high paying job. I'd love to put away 1.5k a month...

I'll see what comes up I guess.

Sad

Well I've earned bugger all this month and
 honestly it looks like a return to the working world
is "on the cards". I haven't played terribly, but I also
haven't played great. Needless to say I haven't had
much luck, but really it's more poor play than anything.
I'll start sending out the CV after Xmas. If I do work
I plan on doing 2-3 years and then buying a house in
Bali and having another crack at poker....
I feel sad about it, but also a little excited about the
possible change.

LOST 7 IN A ROW

Lost 5 in Singapore.. all first round. 
Was tired and very very unlucky. Then lost 2 hu at Bugsys to Absonite.
Lost one of them due to internet failure..
Will do better!!!

Can't win a Cointoss

Lost 2 games in a row.

First game im on 1250 against a maniac. 
I get all in AT vs KT... he turns the K

2nd Game. 88 vs q9.. I get flushed.. AJ vs TT I miss.. KT vs 88 I miss.
So he wins 3 coin tosses in a row to beat me.
 
QJ suited vs A9. here I'm 40-60.. of course I lose.

So far I've lost 5 in a row... can I make double figures?

2-3 vs A5 (he limped and I thought he couldnt call, blinds were high)

6 in a row.... getting closer

A7 vs JJ.. no surprise there  but blinds high and I had a lead

44 vs AJ...

8 in a row.. fantatsic!!!

Finally broke the run when I got all in with AT vs QQ and hit an A.
I was well ahead in chips when I made the call...

Today's Bad Beats

They go on and on

22 vs k8. Not a terrible beat, but I could have won it.

ThTc vs AsAc money in after th flop. Board is Jh 8h 7h 
I'm 51%

99 vs Ah 8h. all in pre flop. I hit trips. He hits the nut flush.

HIgh blinds card dead AGAIN!!!!

8c 6c 2d I have 5c 7c vs 86 for open ended str flush draw
I'm slight favourite but miss again!

QQ vs 88 all in preflop against a good player. THIS HURT!!!

AQ vs TT for the win.. I missed. Not a bad beat.. but just a little luck
would be nice.

Horrible Horible Horible Luck

Decimated my roll of $240 with the most awful awful luck.  
QQ destroyed by Kx twice... High blinds card dead. Just unreal.
I honestly didnt play badly.. just couldnt hit a flop hand after
hand after hand. So demoralizing.  TT all in destroyed by AT.
Horrible cards for hours and the only good cards completely 
destroyed. Enough to make me cry.

How Much is Enough?

Well I had a bad day yesterday where I was down $90 
and had fought so hard in 2 finals with no luck. I took a break 
and managed to  get back to even. Today I played twice and
won twice to make $78. I also cashed out $500, leaving my
roll on $238.

Next year I'm probably going to put Slam in Gandhi International
School. It costs a fortune and I'm not sure I can afford it, but it
is an excellent school.

I'm not really sure I can sustain a decent lifestyle on current earnings
but I guess I'll keep plugging away. If I had a house then I'd be
set, so as long as I don't waste any money I should be ok...
Buy a cheap house and then live a quiet life, with the main expense
the boys' school. It'll be a fraction easier when I've finished paying
for the car..

Rocking Along

Well had a good day. Made $76 without too much hassle. Didn't play 
much as I'm not motivated to play when I'm winning, I guess
I've been ahead and then ended up playing too much and booking
a loss or much smaller win, so now when I get up more than $60 I 
stop. It suits me. 

Current roll is $661 When I get to $750 I'll cashout $500.
$250 is a big enough roll at these limits. I have $600 in Neteller but
I want to keep that for depositing into Stars when they have a reload bonus
so really I have no money until I cashout the $500.

Saw a beautiful sunset at the beach and ordered a flash card for the
Nintendo DS I intend to buy in Singapore.

Rolling Along

Well I'm not playing much poker,  just not in the mood, but I'm rolling along
doing the minimum to make money. Thank Kristus my Bugsys cashout arrived
I was going spare, not to mention broke. I have about 3 spare cents this month
and haven't organized my Neteller cashout, but I'm doing my best to get it
done...

Went bodysurfing on a rare shorebreak with the boys yesterday. Had a hoot!